Monday, May 4, 2009
Bicilavadora...Indian style
Sunday, April 19, 2009
"At least we're not quadriplegics"
After a string of rather frustrating days trying to make year-long plans for 6 village health committees, that is the silver lining we found in our cloud, no offense to quadriplegics intended.
Preventive health work kind of sucks. No one here cares about health, not the villagers, not the health committee members, not really the Chirag staff, and not even the ANMs and ASHAs. Villagers for some reason don’t make enough of a connection between health and livelihood; health committee members aren’t paid so what’s their incentive (their village’s development/improved health is usually not the answer); Chirag staff are just doing their job and doing the minimum to meet their deadlines; ANMs and ASHAs…there’s just no accountability anywhere. And no one has the right information, so even if people are trying to ‘give information’ about preventive health issues, who exactly is going to give it?
Things aren’t always like this, but it’s tough because successes are so small and you have to work so hard for each one. Health is a ‘soft’ development area, meaning its results are hard to measure and it’s not a very tangible issue. Infrastructure, agriculture, forestry – these things can be measured, there are plainly visible outputs for a each input. With health, you talk to 30 families about boiling water and jaundice prevention and are pleasantly surprised when 2 Chirag staff finally decide to start drinking boiled water. Maybe, a year down the line, once Chirag has finally gotten around to translating and printing my jaundice information sheets, a few more families will decide to boil their water. But who can tell what exactly influenced them? Was it my brochure? Did they get jaundice and decide it was something worth preventing? Did their neighbors convince them? Did the husband land a government job that allowed them to get a gas stove? Some combination of these scenarios? I can’t wait until I’m a doctor and have the knowledge to help villagers directly, measurably. Do women here really all suffer from leucorrhea, or is it just the name they give for yeast infections, reproductive tract infections, and other womanly problems? If so, hygiene needs to be the #1 focus. If not, each condition has its own cause and treatment and should be addressed separately. “If you want to change the world, become a doctor or an economist.” I can’t remember who said this to me, but sitting confused and powerless at health committee meetings, knowing Chirag staff are probably giving the wrong information but not knowing exactly what the right information is, it hits me every day how right that person was.
No doubt, I have learned SO much here about how things work on the ground, about NGO culture and politics, and about the failures of government health schemes and certain approaches to preventive health. I also didn’t expect to change the world in my 5 months here – I know these things take years. But for some reason, I didn’t expect to feel so frustrated and unaccomplished so often. The entire system is frustrating sometimes – the villagers, Chirag, government bureaucracy – but there’s usually no way to get around it, at least not at this stage. We’re just interns. Who are we to think that Chirag, let alone the state government, will take our projects and ideas seriously? I wish that wasn’t true, but I don’t see how we could make that happen.
To end on a bright note, as unpromising as our health committee meetings were, the first event in the year-long plan for Aagar gram panchayat’s health committee was scheduled for today, and it actually happened. About 10 people showed up in Banyatal at 8 in the morning to clear the main path of trash, pine needles, dirt, and overgrown shrubbery. It was a small group, but hey, it happened.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Lazy...
Friday, April 3, 2009
Hello from an internet cafe.
In other news, I need major help with my personal statement, and I have no idea what I'm doing this summer, nor do I have the means to look for a job at the moment...
More next week...
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Bageshwar part 2
The power’s out so I can’t do any online research, and I’ve already typed up my weekly update to Alison, so there’s no more being lazy about this…
On Sunday of our stay in Bageshwar, we mainly lazed around and did a little bit of planning for our primary school preventive health presentation - a pretty cool meeting, if you ask me. We made it interactive and then had a game in the end. [Side note, you know how people normally prepare for meetings or presentations with like…an agenda, a slideshow, who’s saying what when, a couple run-throughs to make sure it’s smooth? I don’t think I’ve ever seen Chirag do that, one of my major disagreements with how they work, the other major disagreement being the fact that they have no experts. Anyways, without preparation, each meeting is slightly different, they might not get through all the material, and there’s just no consistency in a lot of it. So us preparing a presentation and everything was kind of different I think. Then again I could be wrong since I’ve only been here for 2 months and could easily have missed the behind-the-scenes action that takes place before each meeting – that’s not my gut feeling though.]
Monday morning the Chirag worker who deals with education finds out we want to go to the Janoti Paladi school and says, “You should have told me yesterday, that way I can tell the teacher to make sure all the kids are in school.” Maybe not the greatest planning on our part, but given that we had no idea who we were supposed to tell and other people did, I don’t feel too bad. She makes a call to the teacher who says..yea, not a lot of kids are here but there’s enough for you to come do a presentation. We’re thinking 20 kids, 25 max. We go pick up some soap and candy and a nail clipper for our demonstrations, and when we get to the school there’s at least 40 kids sitting on blankets on the ground - a bit overwhelming. Our presentation went smooth-ish and the kids seemed to pay attention (REALLY well-behaved kids). Highlights were 1) live “how to wash your hands with soap” demonstration 2) “how to brush your teeth” 3) having like all the kids standing at the end of “who has had diarrhea? Vomiting? Typhoid? Jaundice? Stomachache?” and 4) one kid saying “you only washed 3 of your fingers” when they were guessing what I’d done right and wrong in our skit, and another one who said “you didn’t wear a school uniform to school.” That was probably one of the more satisfying things we’d done, knowing that they’d paid attention and learned something and probably wouldn’t forget it (even if they didn’t actually implement it). I may have to change my mind about not liking to work with kids. Adults are sometimes so stubborn and set in their ways that they’re hard to talk with and even harder to convince. Kids are so willing to learn and be influenced…
After extensive confusion and disagreement among the local Chirag staff (including the health director, Vikram da) regarding the location of the PHC (primary health center), we headed to the Bageshwar district hospital to get some information on maternal and infant mortality and ASHA/ANM information. Turns out ANMs report to the district hospital instead of the PHCs in the Bageshwar block, so they had all the information we were looking for and were actually very helpful. At the end, they even took us out for chai.
Bageshwar city is probably the nicest city I’ve been to in Uttarakhand (or
The last day of our visit was the big meeting, and we stayed up til 1AM the night before preparing for it. We spent a really long time discussing how to talk about gender equality and women’s rights. Do we split people up? Is that even logistically possible? Should we let only women talk and then only men talk? What if women say that men do the same amount of work as women (which we’ve seen is not true at all)? An excerpt from our notes...
Women’s Rights
- Must address this from a health and productivity perspective. Since the meeting is held to talk about health, that will be our approach to women’s rights as well. First, open up a general discussion about men and women’s roles in the community.
- Ask women what they believe the role of women is in the community. Then ask women what the role of men is. Then ask the men the same questions.
- Ask the men and women how much money the man earns in a service related job.
- Create a list of all the responsibilities of the women including:
o Going to the jungle
o Working in the field
o Taking care of the children
o Making food for the family
o Washing the clothes
- Put monetary values on each of these activities and see how much money the women actually earn for the family
- Now begin talking about how important it is to equalize the workload of men and women from a health and productivity perspective
We didn’t actually get through everything we wanted to talk about. There had been a meeting right before ours so people started getting antsy about halfway through our talk on jaundice. Covering everything would have taken a good 2 or 3 hours I think, so in the future it would be a much better idea to have separate meetings for each topic, both to avoid information overload and possibly to cater to more specific audiences.
Take a look at the expression on these women’s faces as they listened to Pulkit talk about the NRHM and jaundice though:
I think I learned a lot more from this ‘exposure visit’ in Bageshwar than I’d expected to. I value the importance of being able to get an expert’s opinion, something that is sorely lacking. I realize that, unfortunately, to many Chirag workers, working for an NGO is just a job, not something they do because they believe in it. Sexism within Chirag still exists to a large extent, which is to be expected since they are often from the villages they are helping. I’ve learned that it’s easy for people to get into a rut, into a routine, when they’re in the NGO for a long time. Also, I’ve come to value those that welcome and encourage fresh ideas, those who believe that interns aren’t just a waste of time. I hope that when, if, I am ever in a position in which I deal with interns, I will take the time to sit with them to exchange opinions, experiences, and ideas.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Bageshwar, part 1.
Alrighty, it’s time for my long overdue update on Bageshwar. We went there for a week to sort of scope out the health scene as well as the Chirag culture in that area. We had planned to just conduct more household surveys about jaundice and JSY, but it turned out quite differently than I’d expected.
The first evening we were there, we discovered more about the overall health scene in Bageshwar than we’d found out about the Reetha area in a month and a half. Maybe it was because the office was right next to the living area so all the information and files were right at our fingertips, but I think it was more that Gopika and Ganga di were like 100% focused on our project and what we wanted to know (b/c we were guests), something no one in Reetha really did. Because of that we learned about a lot of other health issues that we later found out also existed in the Reetha area, namely leucorrhea and poor dental health, both of which are caused by lack of hygiene. Gopika and
Now, slightly random tangent on the way we chose Janoti Paladi, which also represents basically the way Chirag seems to have chosen to do their health work in Bageshwar. Since it didn’t make sense to work in more than one village during the week we were there,
Soo, the next day, after we’d made our week’s plan, we met up with the karikarta for Janoti Paladi, Ajay da, as well as his wife Geeta di and the health coordinator for the area, Vikram da, who’s favorite phrase is ‘no tension’ and truly lives up to it. Then for some reason ALL of them as well as Gopika decided to accompany us on our introduction to Janoti Paladi. We were taken around to the old gram pradhan, some random women, the ASHA, and the angenwadi. Because there were so many people talking, it was nearly impossible to conduct our surveys, and strangely there were no pregnant women in a village of 500+ people. That evening we were feeling slightly down about not really getting anything done and not having a strong direction for the next day, so we decided that we’d tell Ajay da that we’d just go into the village alone and do our surveys, since that’s what our usual routine was. If he insisted on coming, fine, but we’d explain that we had a routine and stuff so there was no need for him to come along. And somehow we’d do this without making him feel like he was getting in our way.
So...Saturday morning and Ajay da insists on coming with us, but says he’ll only stay til 12:30 since he’s got a report to finish. We’re slightly more productive – we go to this one guy’s house and like 5 other people drop by and join in on the discussion. At first they think we’re government workers or something and they say ‘man, health is just great in this village. The ASHA does her job and everything!’ Then Ajay da says ‘guys, they’re not from the government, you can tell them the truth’ and we get a different story. They’ve seen the ASHA like twice in 2 years, the ASHA only does things for the women, there’s a new hospital/clinic in the village but there’s no doctor posted there so it’s never open, and on and on…. We asked what they’d like to see done with the 10,000 Rs that each gram panchayat (city council equivalent?) gets to improve the health of the village, and they suggested paying for a doctor to come once every 2 weeks or so for a health camp, which I think is a great idea. Whether it actually happens, whether the money comes, whether the health committee listens to their opinion is a different story…but it was good to hear solutions coming directly from them. We also went to the home of the head of a women’s SHG, and we were able to clarify some things about issues like leucorrhea and why it is such a problem. Leucorrhea, translated as “white water” in Hindi, plagues about half of the women in the villages. It’s caused basically by an infection that you get from improper hygiene, especially when you’re on your period. Women here are treated as “dirty” when they’re on their period, as I think I’ve mentioned before. They were once forced to live with the goats while on their period and they weren’t allowed to touch other people. Those practices and beliefs are changing, but slowly. Most women don’t bathe when they’re on their period, and they don’t properly clean the cloths they use to absorb the blood, a combination which breeds infection. It’s important to disinfect the cloths, and the easiest way is UV disinfection by laying them out in the sun, but women are just so embarrassed by them that they won’t dry them outside. I think one solution may be to suggest that they hang the cloths inside but next to an open window with direct sunlight shining in, but I don’t know if that is possible in all homes. And the bathing factor still remains. It’s sad that something so easily preventable will probably keep on happening for several more years because cultural norms are so hard to change.
While we had lunch at this woman’s house, we had a very interesting discussion on the amount of work women do here. Shafik, the guy who drove us up to Chirag on our very first day, had told us that women do all the work around here, and we’d seen it for ourselves in the villages, but we’d never really discussed it as a problem with a solution until this point. (For some reason or another, we seemed to generate many more ideas while in Bageshwar.) Basically, women work so much and don’t eat or sleep enough that it’s really bad for their health. Some days in a month they just give into exhaustion. They go into the forest to cut wood and leaves for the goats, and they’ll be gone all day with no food. They just drink chai to keep them going. And at night they sleep like 4 or 5 hours and wake up at 5am to start the day again. Their work is undervalued because it’s not income-generating. But there’s so much unemployment around here that the men aren’t really earning that much either, so they just sit around and complain about how they can’t get a job. I’m slightly exaggerating, since we did see one man plowing in the field and another digging a latrine for his home, but you get the general picture. So far, Chirag’s (and many other NGOs’) approach has been to work with the women in self-help groups and such. However, I don’t think that you can effectively change a society’s traditional views without addressing and working with both men and women. We can tell the women they work too much but they can’t work less unless the men agree to take on some of the workload. Also, we can tell the middle-aged men and women about all this until we’re blue in the face, but the truth is we probably won’t change too many of their minds. We need to start talking about these issues with youth, whose minds are still rather pliable and open, who aren’t already set in their ways. That, according to Ajay da, is the most effective way to affect change. And the government would ideally hold these discussions in schools across the country, but until that happens, Ajay da has the idea that Chirag basically starts youth groups that can meet and discuss these issues. I think it may be a viable idea, although it’s not very scalable or necessarily sustainable. Regardless, Pulkit and I are thinking of addressing the issue of gender equality in some form or another, we’re just not sure of a culturally appropriate way yet.
Alrighty this is getting lengthy and it’s getting late, I’ll save the rest for part 2.